When life gets too heavy, when everybody wants a piece of you and won’t leave ya the fuck alone, when there is so much to do that you don’t know where to start, when you’re crunching numbers to try to make sense of your finances in this time of recession. What do you do to keep it together? How do you deal?

Well for me; its easy I lose myself, than I find myself. So on Saturday I got smashed beyond recognition with friends.  It should be noted that it wasn’t my intention to get THAT SMASHED – I didn’t drink THAT much. But I’ve been on a diet for the last two weeks, eating very little, hence the booze back-handed me 3 fold and sent me to the mat crying for my mommy. So that was me losing myself.

The next day, I hopped in the car with peeps I love and went to hang with Mother Nature. Did some horse back riding in the mountains, hiked up to a waterfall and even did some summer luging. That was me finding myself. Today – all that weight that was on my shoulder on Friday feels lighter. I can see clearer, feel more focused and the anxiety is gone…for now that is. Not saying this will work for you, just saying, it definitely works for me. NOTE 1: I never wanna get that drunk again… wow… that was nuts…

NOTE 2: In unrelated news – Alex Kovalev will not be back with the Habs next season – which is a crock of shit. Kovy has signed with the Ottawa Senators. Am depressed…: (

I’ll miss ya Kovy…: (

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